Wednesday, December 3, 2008

true peace

you know that you are truely in a state of nirvana and peace when all you can do is smile when you wake up, and you know that the day will be good no matter what happens. you feel like your on a cloud, floating, and no one or nothing can touch you.

the worst thing could happen to me right now and in the end i would still be smiling.

life is such an amazing ride that so many people don't understand, but i have finally grasped the meaning of life.

to love and be happy.

until you realize that yourselves, you won't understand my thinking process.

you won't dream about being on a swing set in the middle to a perfect field for hours. the breeze blowing your hair, and flying high on the swing. where nothing else matters but how high you can get on the swing, life couldn't be better right now and i love being a peace with everything.

peace&&love

realize Category: Life

So I have come to the realization that it is possible to get everything and anything you want out of your life, if you really want it. As of right now, I know exactly where my life is headed in a few years, and i'm going to do anything in my power to get it.

life is just a painting in an art gallery and we are the people reflecting on that painting. everyone sees the painting differently, and the way we perceive that painting is the way we live our life.

I see a huge ray of sunshine and a bright future. what do you see?

I love waking up in the morning, knowing that today is going to be an amazing day, no matter what happens.

I believe that if you truely want to be happy in life, then it is possible. you have to work for it though. its not going to come to you. you have to go on a journey to find out who you are today, and who you want to be in the future.

I know who i am, and who I will be in the future.

I couldn't be happier right now, and that is the best feeling in the world, knowing that you are happy and content with the life you live and what type of person you are.

keepsmiling

happiness

There is only one way you can bring about self- transformation - that's if you want to - but you will not think you need to if you are still taking your happiness from outside yourself, and still managing to tolerate the periods of unhappiness. As soon as your happiness is dependent on anything outside, you make yourself a SLAVE to a condition, substance or perhaps a person. A slave is not free. And happiness is impossible if you are not free. Maybe this goes some way to explaining why our happiness goes up and down. TRUE happiness does not go up and down. Real freedom means that your happiness comes from inside out. There is experience like happiness - it's a healer. There is no sickness like sorrow - it's a poison. The experience of true happiness cures the sickness of sorrow. A cheerful face goes a long way towards making everything better! KEEPSMILINGGGGGG!! <3333 Silence, happiness, love and blessings are important things in life. Happiness leads to good health. Only you can give yourself this medicine. Some bring illness to themselves through anger, greed, keeping feelings bottled up and relationships not based on true love. Look in your heart, you will know where your illness comes from. There are 3 ingredients for a long and healthy life: live with attention but without worry; use time in a worthwhile way; keep your thoughts pure, positive and filled with strength. smile and be happy

Tuesday, April 8, 2008

clover

Trembling,
Quivering like a leaf in the breeze,
watch me grow. Watch me unfold like a tender flower whose
petals are raw and new. Watch me peel off the dead layers to reveal
an innocent heart,
that with every echoing beat grows even more powerful. A pale unknowing heart,
eager to embrace the soft light.
A heart that will withstand all sadness just to fill itself with a new happiness,
a new joy,
a new HOPE.

Mascara Caked Lashes

Mascara caked lashes,
a blemish free face,
What's really underneath it all?
Maybe a girl just trying to find her place.
She tries to hide what she really feels
by cutting others down.
Slitting, crumpling,
and ripping their hearts,
to gain a superficial crown.
A crown which brings in itself
no deep satisfaction,
no constant reward.
yet something so many long for,
and little can afford.
For later in life,
it proves nothing but shame.
Just a few dusty pictures,
maybe a trophy or two,
with only yourself to blame.

Monday, April 7, 2008

Broken Girl

Deep brown hair, bright green eyes, teeth white as pearls. She hides from the world in her BCBG shoes, her laugh is faker than Christmas in the summer. Beyond the make-up and fake hair, I see a broken girl. The broken girl stares at her reflection in her covergirl compact. She is terribly broken. No one sees the pain she's in through her fake smiles and empty eyes. The broken girl walks away seeking someone that will see through her, and fix her broken soul.